Support

In spite all the pieces seem to be matching i’m still hesitating about those that belong to you. Suddenly, while facing the group, trying to make my point about fairness, I found myself awkwardly wondering… Am i not giving enough support to her?

So far i’ve come to the idea that i’d practically give anything, ever since there’s something that tells me that what’s happening might be much bigger than what it seems at glance. I’ve come to trust your voice, and believe your speech, though at times, just like today’s trial, i imagine, not without facts, that i might well be a puppet serving different interests than those i’ve acknowledged...

Yet i don’t want to retreat, i’d rather know the truth than assume my thought is certain. I better stay by your side coping with misadventures to turn the so-called dream an everyday phenomenon than getting away in an attempt to preserve my exposed feelings. Having the offer to become a non believer, i prefer to believe. Because if i can commit that easy, surpassing the common distrust i tend to have, it must be due to some overwhelming and not so obvious reasons.

There’s a journey that may enlighten the unknown and blessed path, whose chances to be are unhappily diminishing..

However, i’d be really deceived if i knew this is all fake,nothing more than a sellfish will to promote your wishes in which i’m nothing but a fool blindly playing the role it has been given. My mind, my words, my dream all would then be wasted in innocent prayers, summoning a hope that would had never come…